I had every season of my life planned out after finding the love of my life. From the wedding, my stepdaughter and our perfect lifestyle to the happily ever after I just knew I was heading in the right direction. Then, life happened, or should I say ended. It's hard to walk in a life of mess after thoughtfully planning out every season to be in perfection. It's even harder coming to the reality that life will never the be same!Stuck in silence, I lost all of myself and my way. Hate, pain and defeat took the place of my happiness and I had no voice to cry out for help. What does one do when you've lost the word and trapped in your own silence?